Secret behind my name... tell me if it is true!

B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
R : You are a social butterfly.
E : You are a very exciting person.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
D : You have trouble trusting people.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

S : You are very broad-minded.
H : You are not judgmental.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.

HUNGER for LOVE

Hunger for love!

this love doesnt have to mean romantic relationship love...

it could be parental love.....

Mother Theresa once said, 

"the hunger for love is much difficult to be remove than the hunger for bread".....

I agree 10o% to that statment. 

Nowdays, parents who are soo stressed up with work, tend to forget/ neglect thier children's need of love and attention...

Well i too experience that..

Its either i dont get thier attention at all, or thier attention goes for something else...

Its common where you see in a household, the youngest is the one who always get the most attention, but at times parents forget that its not the  youngest one who is the one who should get all the attention, thats wrong.... i wouldnt know that because i am not a parent....

But what parent should do is to share thier love equally. Not being a picky parents and having favouritism. 

That term is mostly practiced in school and colleges, 

but why should it be practiced at HOME?

It is not acceptable at all!

Why Cant Parents share thier LOVE????

Children with Lack of Love who has experiences childhood neglect will have invisible scars left that will take a while to heal...  

Children with Lack of Love tend to think that if thier parents think that they are not worthy then at all times thier self esteem goes down.

Lack of Love to have many effects on the individual's life..

For instance, the individual may experience difficulty in Romantic Relationship!!

The self defeating behavior of one, serves to recreate the type of environment that he or she has lived through. In this case, they may have the tendency to fall in love with the partner who are emotionally or physically absent. Somehow this will lead to tolerence since she has tolerated this all her life, from young it is as though she/he has been conditioned to settle for verry little in a romantic relationship.

Simply because they dont feel they deserve better.

This is the exact situation i have been going through.....

I have realize it, but hard to change.

Kya Life Hai!!!!!!!!

Sometimes when i am upset i just look up and  Ask Why me?

Most of the time I dont get my answers!!!!

I think to myself why has god Planned all this for me????

I dont like my LIFE BEING CONTROL!!!!

I dont know why God gave me a life, Why? 

Why did God gave me a life for others to control???

At home i have no peace!!!

Outside  i have no peace!!!

In the Past there was someone to control me,

 now too someone to control me...

The funny thing is my parents are not the one who is controlling....

Parents who are controlling me, not to that extend where someone one else is controlling me...

Betrayal at home....

Is this what i should expect from a sibling!!! 

 A sibling whom i sooo trust, the one and only sibling!

Is a Droghi!!!! Batu Api!!!

The one and only place where i Reli Enjoy is with my close friends.

My B3 Friends....

The Speaky gang...

I dont feel at peace anywhere else..

I dont feel my home is the best place to be anymore.

No where is the best place for me to be execpt college.

In college although there are people i dont talk to, its not betrayal and control.

My friends dont control me whom i should talk to, to whom i shoud be with and everything.

Elsewhere................. no comments!!!!!

Read between the lines.

I pray for a peacefull life...

Or is it by staying single i would be happy? Should i remain being single?

Gosh, Decision nowdays are just sooo hard to make.....